Well I've done it now

Christine was talking about doing another round of calling of the various day cares who's waiting lists we are on and I got all anxious. She mentioned it a few times and we were too busy for her to do anything about it.

Finally I put word to the thought in my head and told her to not bother that I would work at home and stay with him till he was in school.

I'm excited and scared and happy and worried and nervous..... but mostly happy.

It will be a lot of work, and it will require a lot more discipline than I have been exhibiting for a while.. but I think it is the best decision ever.

That said, we're going to have to look at getting me some help, a couple of half days during the week or mb a full day and a half day, so I can get some work done in one big shot...

Who knows, mb in a year or so we'll revisit this decision, but for now it just feels right.